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Dancing Around the Maypole

In May, we call in fertility, good fortune and prosperity

I swing from the summer-like end of the pendulum to the opposite polarity that Colorado has to offer. The days start and end with winter’s last bite, softened by the sun’s warmth in the middle. It was much like that on my recent hike to the Red Rocks–the wind whisked around me at the trading post so hard I zipped my puffy jacket to the top. But as we descended into the valley, all that was forgotten. I quickly shed my jacket as the sun beat down in full spring force. Hawthorn trees burst into fragrant white bloom, and prickly desert flowers graced our path. How tough and resilient they were to endure less than ideal conditions, and yet still offer their beauty to the world. May ushers us into a period of more stable sun, a time we can bloom into our radiance. Per Maypole traditions in which multi-colored ribbons are wrapped around a pole on May Day and Beltane, this is a time to harken fertility, prosperity and good fortune. As a collective we entwine our fates, and balance out the polarities of intuitive and active principles in nature to bring out our deepest potential for all to enjoy.

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October Tarot Forecast

September 30, 2024

2nd: Solar Eclipse and New Moon in Libra

3rd: Bacchanalia (modern)

17th: Super Hunter’s Moon in Aries

31st: Samhain, Day of the Dead 

 

Note: In October, we’ll be using the Weaver Tarot Deck, which has black and silver shimmery cards. Its main symbol on the box is the ouroboros, the snake that eats its own tail. Every end is a beginning in which we redefine ourselves as our most present form. Intertwined snakes grace the back of every card and bite into two eyes–suggesting the interconnected nature of accessing internal with the external, the present with the past and the future. The spread below is called “Compass Rose,” by Iyshia Walker Altu. It walks us through our present potential via the cardinal directions and five elements, as we will see below. 

 

October brings us the first month of fall. In it, much like the snake, we shed old skins. No longer defining us, they fall away to reveal our truest and most present form underneath. The month begins with a dual solar eclipse and New Moon in Libra. The solar eclipse presents us with potential chaos, caused by the obscuring of conscious solar egocentric beliefs tied to our sense of identity. At the same time, the new moon presents a new possibility, a balancing of ideas that may have been previously biased in how we’ve perceived ourselves and others. We find true balance not by standing firm in place, but by strengthening our ability to pivot on a central axis. As we flow through space, we consider the bigger picture of all sides of the equation, while holding true to justice and fairness. Modern reenactments of Bacchanalia, the festival of Bacchus, take place on the following day. This energy encourages us to explore the energy of chaotic expression beyond the negative light of a dualistic system: freedom, passion, ecstasy, fun, wine, festivities and a release of inhibitions.The Super Hunter’s Moon in Aries requires us to kill what doesn’t serve us so that we can hunt after what we really want. Finally, on the 31st we experience a thinning of the veil, which is an ideal time to honor the ancestors and communicate with them. The wisdom offered prepares us for the long months ahead and can be used to sustain us. 

 

0: center- ether - initiating spirit: Fool and Magi

 

Two cards came up to describe our center: the Fool and the Magi. These can be defined as the zero and the one, the basis of all information. In the Fool we experience limitless potential, in the Magi we distill this into a single choice. We step confidently into the unknown, day by day, and revise our path as we learn. We especially step into this crux around the Super Hunter’s Moon in Aries, as the Fool is symbolized by an upside down crescent moon, and a ram’s horns adorned with flowers, symbolizing our potential for growth and regeneration as we allow ourselves to wax and wane into different shapes. This same moon is mirrored in the crystal glass (symbol for water) of the Magi, above which float the remaining elements: fire, sword, and club. At the center is nothing and everything, the absence that illuminates and differentiates all interrelating elements. In this space we learn we are makers, endowed with the responsibility of creation. Our endings prompt beginnings, which we must wander through to reveal their unfolding. 

 

1: east - air - the realm of thoughts, beliefs, intellect, communication: Conqueror (Knight) of Swords

 

In the element of air, we are asked to consider ourselves as warriors of the mind and the word. These are tools we have sharpened over the years that give us the confidence that we can come up with the necessary solutions to any problems that can present themselves. We know we can bring ourselves to safety, fight fiercely for our cause, and protect what’s dear. A jeweled hilt on our swords suggests that our cause is noble –which we achieve through noble means and deeds. It is important to wield our power responsibly. Our words can soar, cut, prod, and unite. Our sword can conquer and topple. We have the ability to cut ourselves down, to cut away at old skin, keep in or out, and establish boundaries. This is the realm through which we feel most inclined to create, and the path to which we feel most inclined to devote ourselves. 

 

2: south - fire - wands - the realm of connectivity, passions, willpower, drive, desire: Reverse Four of Coins

 

The reverse four of coins appears in the element of fire to remind us that our power lies in what our hands can do, not in what or how much they hold. The imagery of this card presents us with two roses crossed, their petals falling on our bound up hands, like spiders that got caught in a web of their own making. We stay there because that is where all our trinkets and everything we deem to be of value lies. In reverse, gravity does its work–all we have to do is let this concept fall away. Love is the final petal that falls and transforms. In it, we discover our passion, and a connection to our primal being. Once, as people, our curiosity drove us to discover and create, and thus we gained the Promethean knowledge of how to make fire. Our hands grasp, weave, manipulate and create. The act of creation itself is our power, our drive and desire reveals our personal values – this is what forms our being, rather than what we passively possess. 

 

3: west - water - the realm of intuition, emotions, relationships, psychic energy: Reverse Six of Coins

 

Our hands are free in the reverse six of coins, and  from them we spill resources into an adorned, prosperous hand that possesses more than we do. We are reminded that a depletion of energy and uneven exchange can throw us off center just as much as bound up hands. We may be undervaluing what we have to offer, or feeling stuck in this pattern of energy flow. Abundance, expressed in this card as diamonds, extends beyond finance–it looks like time, energy, experience, refined talent, connectivity, growth, freedom of movement, and more. Are we seeing these things for their true worth, when we have an exchange? Do we feel happy, satisfied and cherished, or are we feeling drained and resentful? These feelings are a good indicator of whether the scales feel balanced, or whether they need to be evened out or replenished. 

 

4: north - earth - the realm of resources, home, security, finance, career: Reverse Five of Coins

 

In the realm of the earth, a reverse five of coins appears. Two hands seem worse for the wear, bound at the wrists by thorns. In the center of the hands are half opened eyes - a sign of awakening from suffering, and of protection. The things we seek are falling towards us - wisdom, a key, love, joy, pieces of ourselves returning to us and more. It is not a matter of whether what we need is out there, but whether we can see and access it. Sight is the ability that needs to be honed, rather than the availability of resources themselves. To see, we have but to open our eyes. Our eyelids, half closed, serve as shields and so we must lower our defenses. It is as though we are trying to keep salt from getting into our wounds even as we hold our hands out. If we allow, we can test our newly formed beliefs and capabilities, to shift our dynamic of receiving. 

 

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October Forecast 2023

October 3, 2023

Happy October! Consider this month’s forecast energetic group reading my treat to you. Want even more of a treat? Consider doing a one on one tarot or Akashic reading with me! 

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This is the last month of my tarot level 2 mentorship course (only the final project remains), so I’ve learned a lot of new spreads, and how to engage with the cards in an Espirista framework :) My interpretations below include intuitive playlisting and imagery from the Marseilles deck. 

October is the tenth month in the contemporary calendar, but its name comes from octo, meaning eight in Latin. This is because it was the 8th month in the early Roman calendar. On the 14th we’ll experience the new moon, and two weeks later we will experience the full Hunter’s moon. We will then enter the liminal space that the thinning of the veil affords as we approach festivities such as Halloween, Samhain and el Dia de los Muertos. Numerologically, we will be completing the thing we’ve been working hard at most recently. In terms of our bigger picture goal, we will now engage with it from a level of expertise that we’ve achieved to the degree that we’ve reached a state of flow. We’re closing an old chapter that no longer serves us, to give way to the work that we thrive in.

 

Energy of the Month: Ten of Pentacles  ~Sagrada Familia by Curawka~

 Tools: Beautify, decorate, protect, enjoy, sing

 

This month, we are asked to see how we are a part of the community as a whole, and in what ways we want to give back to it. We have reached a point in life where our garden is bountiful and there is lots from the harvest to give to everyone. We reach a point where we realize it is not simply a matter of having wealth or abundance–we are wealth and abundance. We see we are a part of nature and the medicine that heals hearts, beginning with our pueblo (town). We place the medicine or the wealth in the hands of the children, the future generations, and in doing so become a part of the holy family. We paint the colors and sing the songs that reverberate healing and community, and the beauty and the mystery of life. We realized that this kind of wealth is regenerative and it comes to us because we are in a state of flow–divine receiving and giving. Hands are held out to receive the pentacles, and our hands are held out to like antennas to sense where they are needed. Like a good omen we shine bright, held by intuition and supported by action. We are stabilized by our own wealth and have enough that we can give back out (while we continue to receive). 

 

We connect well this month with childlike energy and delight, a connection with our ancestral gifts, and ancestral blessings and protection. We can embody what we desire, imbue a sense of safety around us, and create a fun atmosphere so that others can enjoy what we have enjoyed receiving. We are encouraged to give offerings at the altar so that the spirits are happy. They have given us so many blessings throughout the year, and now it is their turn to receive and enjoy our thanks. 

 

Love: Reverse Knight of Wands ~Darkeve by Lutalo~

 Tools: Rewilding

 

This month, there is a wild part of our nature that feels it is being unheeded and untended to. It feels like we are clothing or costuming this part of ourselves so it can suit a role. This however, is the primal part that we really want to be acting from so we can ensure greater depth in a relationship. As a result, we seem to be especially sensitive and easily emotionally wounded. We may be tempted to be reactionary from this space of hurt. We need to take a step back at the bigger picture and see if the reaction is suitable to what is actually taking place. It also seems like something that on the surface seems to draw all our attention and that seems worth getting impassioned about. It is hard to focus on the actual relationship (or pursuit of it) due to this distraction. The strength of our willpower and ability to act seems to be divided in half. 

 

By the end of the month it may feel like our heads are spinning or we’ve lost our minds a bit from this. It’s an ordeal we need to get through in order to return to the long-term journey we need to get back to. It is important to recognize this so that we do not let it engulf the entirety of the month, or worse threaten the foundations we’ve been building in working on or towards relationships. It is better when we stay still for a while, and allow ourselves to feel held and contained, so that we can act from a secure space. This month the sense of dealing with our own problems, and not wanting to be on our own when dealing with them. But rather than reach for just anyone, or simply commiserate, we need to establish a partnership in which each person feels they have something to believe in. 

 

Money: Four of Swords ~Who We Are by Hozier~

 Tools: Rest and Recovery, Boundaries, Meditation

 

We rest and recover in the dark and the stillness. In the past, sacrifices were made–chasing an someone’s else’s idea of a dream or success—whether that was a parent’s idea or a societal idea. In this stage, we felt like we were living a phantom life in pursuit of a certain financial lifestyle, and when we sharpen our focus on it, it hurts. This phantom time, as well as the restful period we are asked to enter in October is not wasted time, but rather time spent defining who we are. Right now, we are like a gardener prioritizing the sacred percolation of ideas in our mind–using a cage of firm boundaries to keep external elements, and influential ideas that might have once harmed us. We need this quiet time to help us grow strong and in an aligned direction. In time, we will be ready to thrive when living according to the values that align with our true essence, our hands held open to the abundance of life. We need to use this month to think about who we are and what works for us when the material is cut away. From the perspective of the death of the short-lived life of a flower, how do we want to be seen and admired? We are getting ourselves to the place where we realize the nature of our core, a dancing figure. When we discover this nature, we can then pursue our liberation, our release and align with this self. 

Work: Queen of Wands ~Queen of Wands by Spellling~

 Tools: Do it scared

 

This month, the Queen of Wands asks us to assess and confront our fears in work. She is the inner fire that motivates us in life. As such, she has magical and transformative abilities when we work with her. Are we afraid of pain, and want to live in our comfort zones? Or are we afraid of power and what it looks like to truly succeed in our ambitions? Where we may once have shied from what feels like danger, the imposter syndrome, and making it within a patriarchal system, we are now asked to confront these fears. In money, we were asked to really see what matters to us from the perspective of death, in order to inform how we really want to live.

 

We need to remember that we have the power to protect the desires of the essential self – we have the club (as this suit is called in the Marseilles deck) in our hands. Like a fierce mother bear, we become willing to defend our desires with a protective might. This is everything we have at our disposal in the material realm, including that which we’ve already manifested. The queen encourages us to use it to defend our will, our ideas, and the ambition we wish to birth. This month we are clear and levelheaded about what we want to work towards in the realm of work. We are centered by noble and enlightened ideals. The more we pratice defending and acting on these ideals, the more rooted and confident we will become. Intuition and mental clarity and enlightenment will strengthen these actions. When embodying Queen of Wands energy, we look out and forward, and do not waste our time looking back on the past. Then we can hold the harvest of our enlightened actions.

 

Health: Page of Swords ~This Must Be the Place cover by Kishi Bashi~

 Tools: Experiment, Advocate, See the Bigger Picture 

 

This month, the Page of Swords encourages  us to see our health from a long-term perspective. We want to maintain a youthful and energetic optimal health for as long as possible. We recognize our body as a place we want to feel at home in. Feeling this sense of being at home in the body may take a bit of trial and error at first - - making things up as we go along. We are enthusiastic and willing to try new things to see what best works for us. Regardless, we ultimately feel clear headed and grounded. From this space, we know we cannot go wrong. This month, we will tackle the blind spots in our approach to health. We will also have a breakthrough in terms of how to support our health for a lifetime. The Page of Swords enables us to be outspoken advocates in regards to our health–whether we are in the doctor's office or we need to keep firm boundaries in social settings. We are learning to be a valiant hero in regards to our health, and act on our ideas. This is a good time to pursue physical activities that make us feel youthful enjoyment, and eat foods that make us feel energetic. 

 

Spirit: Death ~Nascer, Viver, Morrer by Tim Bernardes~

 Tools: Shavasana, Death Cleansing, New and Full Moon Rituals, Altar and Ancestor Work

 

Life -- a cycle of being born and dying. To be born, we truly wake up and see life in all its strength and magic. We are conscious of the self, and we interface with our desires, love, capabilities, and will. In the monotony of prosaic life we can lose sight of our aliveness, in the highs and the lows. We lose ourselves in the world, in our minds, dreams, and in being. But life presents a rare infinite moment to live. Death comes as a reminder -- through the presence of nonexistence. It is beyond luck and chance. It proves that life precedes it. It is the great uniter of humanity, for it is the commonality we all share. It is also the great separator of the ego from the whole. It is the great experience.

 

Death strips us down to our core and enlightens us as to who we really are, the self without embellishments or pretenses. It has the potential to bring out the best and highest of ourselves when we are made aware of and live according to its principles. How will we allow Death to transform our approach to spirit? What spiritual avenues do we want to pursue from it's perspective? What practices are the spinal cord to our existence (that which we cannot live without)? Values like rest, intuition, dream, and spirit may serve as the critical and central function of the self in which we operate. Death also reminds us that we are seasonal, cyclical beings. We must let go of old seasons and hearken in the new. Also, now that fall is upon us, this may be a sign to focus on ancestor work. It is now our turn to hold space for them, in gratitude for their assistance. We should hold space for them in such a way that later, when we are gone, we would like to be received. 

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October 2022 Forecast

October 2, 2022

October calls, her orange eye peering in on us through the Hunter's Moon. The dark things usually hidden within and without are now sought and seen. We have a unique opportunity to tune into our shadow, mirror, and divine self. As the veil thins, our psychic sensibilities will increase. This is a particularly good time to look out for signs from our ancestors, to pay our respects and commune with them. 

 

It is in this light I break away from the usual Marseilles deck and try a new deck. I'll be using Lo Scarabeo's Ars Notoria cards, based off the esoteric Hebrew understanding of angels. They guide this fully upright reading with their unique message. Though this is a general reading, it is no coincidence each of us is receiving it.

 

Energy of the Month: 8 of Wands ~Angel: Nith-Haiah~

 

Our primary form of psychic contact this month is through the realm of dreams. Pay extra heed to dreams of schools, libraries, bookstores, or any other settings associated with learning. These dreams are likely to be Akashic in nature, and hold seeds of source consciousness wisdom for us to explore. Also pay heed to messages in dreams relayed by ancestors and departed loved ones. Lucid dreaming can be a good way to initiate these kinds of dreams as well. Before bed, use dim lighting or candles for enhanced dreamwork. Ideas and inspiration acquired through the muse of dream (Angel Nith-Haiah), are ones that want to become manifest in their own time. Follow the fire, the pulse, the will to create. Ideas move through you when you rest within the infinite. 

 

Love: The Moon ~Angel: Haheuiah~

 

The Moon is the mother who reaches out and pulls you up from the darkness. She is the illumination in the night sky. She is the full moon's orange eye, watching over you, speaking to you in dreams and intuitions. Though specters, ghouls and monsters haunt our psyche--we are protected in that they are restricted to the psyche before they are allowed to manifest into the external realm. We have an opportunity to transmute that which haunts us or seeks to drown us, into a source of ideas, images, and inspiration that we can draw from anytime. In transmutation we find salvation.

 

Money: King of Cups ~Angel: Aladiah~

 

In money, the King of Cups encourages us to use divine masculine qualities to promote divine feminine ideals. This entails taking external actions such as setting up action plans and enforcing them in order to ensure that an emotionally fulfilling intuitive lifestyle comes to fruition. This emotional balance will foster stable success and abundance. In addition, Angel Aladiah's energy will render our spirits innocent without requiring us to repent or change anything about ourselves. As long as we are willing to learn and don't repeatedly return to harmful old patterns in relation to money, we will expand in a way that honors concord between the polarities of our being such as the head and the heart.

 

Work: Five of Cups ~Angel: Yeialel~

 

In the work environment, we are challenged by negative emotions that threaten to hold sway over us. We have to decide whether we identify ourselves with these temporal emotions, or whether we can use them to inform us of needs and boundaries. Angel Yeialel helps us to filter these emotions as a catalyst rather than being controlled by them. Used as a catalyst, these intense emotions can help us find talent, sincerity, energy, healing, and passions in our work.

 

Health: Hanged Man ~Angel: Nemamiah~

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